Thursday, December 04, 2008
Eash-Bitch Phenomenon
updated @
3:53 PM
Thank you Aidah for kindly letting me have a place in your blog..
It's me, Eash.
I received an sms from Aidah at 14:25hrs today, with a message for Abs and me to read both Huda and her blog.
So this is the start of the road to Eash-Bitch Phenomenom that has taken HANA's world by storm.
I have not been there for my best friends for the last 2 years, that I do frankly admit.
I missed Abs birthdays the most, iftars, shopping trips, coffee outings, riding outings, heart to heart sessions...you name it, I missed it.
Yes, Abs, I can't remember when I last celebrated your birthday with you.
I know it breaks your heart, but yet the last time I saw you at your sister's wedding, you were all smiles for me and Mohamed.
These last 2 years I missed both Aidah's and Huda's birthday once.
Just a few days ago, I told you girls that Mohamed and I are getting engaged on the 25th, and that our Solemnisation will be end of next year.
I was, and still am touched by the fast response from both Aidah, and Abs...well-wishes and how happy they were for me, and how they can't wait to be there for my wedding.
I didn't get a reply from Huda, perhaps because her line is dead or that I'm no longer fit enough to be her friend.
I know that you think it's because of Mohamed that I am being distant with you girls.
He has never stopped me from meeting you girls.
Sometimes he would ask me where are you girls, why didn't I meet up with you..
So I do appreciate it that there is still room in your hearts to share my happiness..
I can't explain how much it means to me.
Huda's very happy with Eddy, that I can surely see.
Even though I only read about it in her blog (Yes, Aidah and Huda, I still do read your blogs) and see pictures on her Friendster, I am very happy for her.
Unlike Aidah, Huda Abs and me struggled through relationships, though in different situations.
I feel for her.
But what happened to 1999 - 2006?
Was I not a willing participating friend throughout those years?
If you wanna talk about fair, then is it fair that just because of these last 2 years, I am being eliminated from the face of HANA's world?
That I am the source of all these destructions?
The thing about friendship is (among other things), it's just hard to define it.
I mean, is there a guidebook out there that say "If you don't see your friend for 2 years then you are no longer considered as a friend; You are down-graded to an acquaintence"?
I know friends should keep up with each other, take the initiative to call up once in a while, Hi Hello How are you kind of stuffs..keep in touch..
I know I am lacking in that department, I admit.
But I do try..
HANA is still a part of me, it's just that, things have changed..
I am bad at managing my time between work, family, Mohamed and you girls.
But that's the only life I have now.
I can't comprehend all these arguments..
We have 4 different personalities and characters that when you start picking at each other's weak points, you completely destroy the foundation that we have.
I don't know what's the verdict going to be on the 12th.
But let everyone know that I plead guilty to not having made time for my friends these last 2 years..
