phew! i have just completed the household chores. it makes it all easy when mummy went out to the market and fetch little suhailah from school. what's more when little haniq is sleeping soundly outside in the living room. i just love this kind of peace at home. when nobody's home, all the more im itchy and hyper to clean whatever that's need to be clean. no disturbance at all. great! i feel as if im living on my own. in my own house. haha.
so, let me see... what am i supposed to do now. i need to maximise my day with whatever useful activities that i can do. oh! firstly, i need to take a bath. heh, ever since school's over, i had been waking up as late as 11pm and bathe as late as 3pm, after which i got myself ready for tuitions. =) what a mundane life, right?
as boring as it may seem, i need to fully take this opportunity to just relax as much as i could. (which i think it's more than enough already) for come 18th August, i need to go for a race already. chet! really! being a teacher is indeed like a race or even a marathon. the rush for time. the chase for homework like a 'tailong' and whatsnot. the constant reminder from mummy to eat lots of raisins so as to boost my memory (for the sole purpose of memorising the pupils' name). oh not to forget, the Vitamin C as well. im apparently not healthy as it is for im a full-time carnivore. the existence of dark circles and eyebags. what else? oh! the change to being a camel - drink lots of water for our throat is the most vital organ needed for teaching. you don't expect us to teach using sign language or just the whiteboard to abled pupils, do you? and finally, the loss of weight. sigh!
other than that, i truly enjoy being in this profession. having said that, wait till i experience the usual conflicts. =) oh wells, it happens everywhere, right? it's human nature. totally cannot avoid it. parts and parcels of working life. i just have to brave through it and slowly tackle it.
it brought me back to the past where problems come and go. don't even touch about the life of baby aye! no problems for them. err, well, except for crying for attention and needs.
during nursery and kindergarten, what kind of problems do we face? if i could remember that phase of my life, all i know was to play cooking and doctor. if the little school friends and cousins did not want to play with me, i just play by myself. im easy-going and independent like that. but very quiet! if you agree. so got problem? no problem lah!
how about when we entered primary school then? i think at this stage, we kinda faced quite a number of problems aye? from the phobia to go to school because my form teacher was freaking strict and fierce, shouting almost everyday at the top of her lungs. whatsnot with her huge bulging eyes whenever she was scolding. scarry meerry! i still remember her look wokay! that i swear i will never become like her.
then moving on to i.do.not.want.to.friend.you moments. just because! to puberty stage where i have my first crush. monkey love! how innocent. to pressure from peers and academic results.
hmm, let's just not touch on secondary to polytechnic and the present. it will take forever aye! to sum it all up, problems will never end. it gets more complicated as we grew up. more challenging. and more serious decisions needed to be made.
without problems, life can be so plastic, right? (huh, plastic? whatever that means!) you cannot expect to be happy-go-lucky all your life. life is pretty much balanced by Him anyway. it's all written. He is fair. He won't give us a test that is not within our capability. so we just have to accept sincerely. we just need to face it with an open heart.
ok, can somebody tell me what is wrong with me today?
