Wednesday, September 12, 2007
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11:00 PM

in just 6hrs time, all Muslims will be starting their fasting period.
im glad too like any other Muslims, to be able to go through this test.
a month full of blessings and challenges that we have to face.
and i hope by first praying for my dearest sizzy will be a good thing to start with in this holy month.
unexpected things come the unexpected way.
it's just so hurtful to see you so pale in bed.
how i wish i could take over your place so you won't have to go through this torment.
no doubt i always question myself as to why this is happening,
but i know it's wrong of me to even question about it.
this is life and life is just so unpredictable.
it can be so ugly yet so beautiful.
it can be so unfair yet fair if we think twice.
it can be so lonely yet so occupied with things in the world that we neglected our responsibilities and the loved ones.
we had just meet up the other friday to have the usual bestfriends day.
chilling at a new place with a delightful dinner together, complete with shopping and dirty talks.
and now, she's there lying on the bed, trying to laugh along with us despite the pain she had to endure.
Ya Allah, please do not prolong this test on her.
i couldn't bear to see her suffer this much.
have sympathy on her and bless her with great health.