life's just so unpredictable.
we do not know when our time will come.
the uncertainty of it all, like what Mira said.

so many deaths, disasters and weird stuffs being going on recently.
the late NIE student-teacher has returned to the Almighty.
taxi-driver hit a pedestrian outside BB interchange.
ongoing wars in other countries.
mini-tsunami that hit Indon, Yogyakarta.

and the sudden fear in me when mum told me about this weird happening reported in news,
about a pregnant lady in China where inside her soon-to-be born child's stomach has a baby too.
how weird?
from that instant, mum said that it's going to be Dunia Khiamat.
da makin banyak bende2 ganjil berlaku.
and warned me to repent soon.
all i did was in total silent.
its just so hard.

and now i'd just returned from my downstairs neighbour's.
the late granny just passed away.
she who never failed to greet us whenever we pass by her corridor.
we were saddened by the sudden bad news.
my mum just saw and met her this morning, and added that she suspected something.
coz the late granny seemed pale, ill and quiet. its so unlike her to be quiet.
when asked by mum, she felt normal.

the hints and symptoms of a person's time is coming, as the saying goes.

when i returned home, i took a sudden look of myself deep into the mirror.
as i reflect myself,
how great He is to create a human being like me in his bestest form and way.
and how we as his follower tend to grow selfish, ungrateful, arrogant and all sorts
of negative behaviours which He disallowed.
we all know nothing and no one is perfect.
but how often do we tend to cherish the people around us?
we only tend to feel regret and guilty when they are no longer around us forever.
by then, we could only have ourselves to blame.

i admit i regretted not being able to cherish my late grandpa to the fullest.
i do not really spend much time with him or even not following my parents to visit him.
just so i could finish up my tons of homework and projects back in poly or watching
my favourite tv shows. i thought grandpa will always be well. i took him for granted.
i never knew he will taken away instantly from this world.
even though i was lucky for talking and seeing him the day before he departed,
i knew it was never enough and all the 'if' thought came through my mind.
what if i decided to always follow my parents to visit him....
what if i set my priorities right between tv shows/homeworks and him....
what if i could turn back the time.....
what if.....

sigh...

moving on.....

Updatez over the week

TGIF.
what friday would be w/o having your bestfriends by your side at the end of the day? =)

right now, i wonder how buddy is coping with the new tutorials i taught her.

the next day, i never knew she would call me just to ask me about the placement of fonts.

what enthusiasm you have! or did i just infect you with the photoshop addiction?

thank you for accompanying me and kinky to shop despite being sick, having to rush to GH

and making your outz the next day at stake! i owe you alot. and i love you. =)

the new Square 2 and AMK Hub is going to be our new haunt for the next few months. =)

kinky and i went bonkerz and being fickle-minded with our mulptiple purchases.

with our tight budgets spending only the needs this time, whatsnot aye!

we could only felt a wrench in our hearts, not having to buy the wants...

those oh so gorgeous tops and dazzling dresses kept calling and dragging us to the shops

to own them. coz they're really suffering in there just by being on display and collecting dust!

they just cant wait for us to flaunt them. -_-

heart pain, can?

sadly with the time chasing us so quickly, we're not able to almost went into every shops.

but we're one contented and disciplined shopper this time around. kudos!

and we promised and determined to drag buddy and sizzy along to shop there as well.

coz we're fast enough to already have the few new list to visit there yet again.

it will be good if the new Cathay will already be opened by then. =)

whatsnot with the GST Credits coming in July. =)

but hell, i gotta save that money. hmm...i'll see about that! =(

a really short meetup with daniel which were supposed to be last 2weeks!

lazy and bored to go to town, so decided to try have a visit to the new AMK Hub.

daniel recommended the durian puffs and rolls at this particular stall,

but heck recently i do not like the smell of durians and did not appeal to me like it used to be. and of coz the oh so long queue simply makes me not attracted at all. hohohoh....

daniel surprised me with the advanced bday prezzzie.

actually, i was only surprised that he gave me on that day.

but, i was NOT surprised that he gave me earrings coz the other day,

he called me to ask whether i wear earrings. i was stunned mind you!

shit (do NOT worry i used this kinda words to him. he wont hate but love me MORE) you!

how long have you known ME, idiotic fatty apek (NOT to worry again. its just our way of communication)?
*wave at daniel*

well, idiotic fatty apek had just turned into a taitai.

bought an expensive watch that i swear if i ever found even a tiny weeny scratch on it the

next time we meet, im gonna think of new names to call you. warning alert!

its just so hard for him to just buy that watch.
and its even harder to convince him with that!

i think that sales guy were so kinda irritated about the changing of the length of his watch!

we had little time to walk around and explore that new shopping centre.

it looks like IMM. and the NTUC Xtra was huge i tell you.
just like the Giant or Carrefour like daniel described.

we had fun at the end of the day.

and i simply love the feeling of wheeling him on that usual pathway from the hub till

the mosque just so we could conveniently get a taxi at the right cheap price (don't think

Sat-Sun, 12-13th May 2007

Mothers' Day on the weekends!

initially was to go out with babyku.

but decided not to since he was still so sleepy from night shift and that it was eve of

Mothers' Day. so thought why not just spend it with our family. not that he really spend

and make it a special day for his mum. hmmppf!

i spent the day with the family and relatives beside my mum.

whatsnot with all the makan-makan in the house!

despite nenek being sick from all her coughings, she sure was happy seeing her family

all in the house! and im happy to see that. =)

on the Mothers' Day itself, i went for tuition at the cousin's.

and babyku fetched me and off we went to the nearby Northpoint to shop for our MD prezzies.

if i do not remind or ask him to, it will just be a normal day for his mum. tsk!

at first, i suggested to buy a brooch for his mum.

but oh well, great minds think alike! =)

we just thought why not we buy a bag for his mum.

especially when he suddenly remembered that her bag seemed old.

we went thoroughly from one shop to another.

that Bonia boutique seemed so tempting!

but along and i already made a pact to buy mum's favourite Bonia bag on her bday itself.

so being good, i did not even go inside the boutique but just took a fast glance outside aye!

his mum was kind of a simple lady who use and wear simple stuffs.

we looked for the simplest bag available at Seiyu since it was having a sale.

at that point of time, i never knew babyku seemed so engrossed into looking for the best

yet simple bag as a gift for her mum.

he practically searched thoroughly, from one bag to another like any other typical shopper.

i'd seen his yet another gentle side of him, being so patient and careful shopper which is rare.

and i likelove it. =)

in the end, he chose this elegant classy bag just nice for his dearest mum to replace the old

bag to the new one for work. =)

as for my mum, we have the same taste of bags, shoes, clothes and whathaveyous.

so it was easier for us to look for my mum's.

but i coudn't find any at Northpoint. so, i asked babyku whether we could go to Causeway

Point instead and he willingly obliged. =)

a Charles&Keith basket bag it was.

a cutey flower for addition.

along surprised mum too with the cake and red Neckerman sandals with bling2 on it .

mum simply love it. and i love it too coz mum wont tend to wear my Papillo anymore and

i can take my turn to wear mum's new one. share2! hehe.

when i told her this, she said, "oh pandai eh! Ini macam nye anak pun ade."

Aan bought mum's favourite Vanhouten chocolate wrapped with just a tali rafia! that recyled creative boy! Syarah did not but decided to treat mum chicken rice at downstairs stall! hilarious!

and babyku called me that her mum shyly accepted the prezzie.

she never expected that. and i just love the way both of them joke with one another.

ubber cuteness! =)

and looked at that niecey of mine.

not losing any chance of posing with the cutey flower meant for mum just before her silat.

when asked what's her prezzie for along,

she innocently replied, "Ailah mane ade duit! Ailah kan kecik lagi!"

LOL.

so dearest beloved mum and the millions of mummies out there, have a happy mother’s day. hope you love the little gifts and cake we’ve meticulously picked out for you.

may your years to come be blessed with the best of health and happiness.

thank you for your endless sacrifices, fruitful guidance, unconditional love and care for us all these years. and i can never thank you enough. =)

you’re the best, Mdm Faridah Bte Buang.
no doubt about it.

i love you till death.

*hugs*